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i have mixed feelings about everything right now (except sbisa cookies. i love sbisa cookies), so when i randomly decided i wanted to write a blog about my feelings, i suddenly realized i didn't want to, because i didn't feel like it anymore, and i don't know what to write about (hopefully the name of this blog is starting to make sense by now). how about dreams? and i don't mean like, something you really want to accomplish, i mean literal dreams. like you have when you sleep. i took a nap in studio 12 today (it's this lounge kinda thing in this building at a&m that i just discovered today. i walked in and immediately fell in love. it's filled with couches and comfy looking chairs, there a small coffee shop kinda place, a couple tables, and a piano), on one of the couches, and, while i was sleeping, a group of people sat at the table in front of the couch and started playing a card game. in my sleep, i vaguely remember dreaming about people talking about a card game. then i woke up to find the people behind talking about their card game. that kind of thing has happened many times before to me. i find it really interesting, but also frustrating, because i rarely remember those dreams in any detail. another frustrating thing is when people drag out something that seems like it has a point, only to go off on a random tangent and leave the reader hanging in mid sente